I'm now writing from Sweden for the first time in a long time, or actually ever cause I didn't have this blog until I was in America.
I had two amazing last days in America with my family and I miss them SOOO much, can't believe that they're 10 hours away! :( Oh well i flew tuesday so I had to prepare everything and pack on monday and so i did... kinda lol. I was scrapbooking for hours that day so I would have it finished for Georgeanne and Kyle cause that was my gift to them, I got it done and gave it to them, Georgeanne cried soo much when i handed it to her and even more when she saw what I wrote in it :'( Anyway after the scrapbooking I put some stuff in Boxes so I could ship them with the mail, so we went in to town and sent it away, i weighed about 50 kg and it was really expensive, about $ 370 haha! Luckely... my dad will pay for that ;)
Then we went to do some shopping because I was going to buy some gifts to my family, for my parents; two Iowa wines and a book, Letters to my dad or something, by Barack , to my baby sister Cecilia; A pair of yellow converse, and to my Big sister Veronica; a beautiful dress. :)
When we got home i packed a little and sat in my room and remembered that I'm leaving all of this in one day, the house, all the animals, my friends and mostly my family. I got sad but I don't like to be sad so I asked Georeanne if she wanted to take a last ride with me and she did so we went riding for an hour or two :) it was nice! Then time for food, Georgeanne had asked me earlier that week what I wanted to eat for my "last supper". I told her that i wanted Parmesan Chicken, Mmmmmm so good! :)
By that time the clock was about 11 pm so pretty late and I hadn't even pulled my bags out of the closet haha. And I had also promised Tanner, Spencer and Jordan that they could come over for like 30 min that night because they had some stuff they wanted to give. So they came over and and we hung out for like an hour and messed around lol I love them they're so awesome and funny to hang out with! And I miss them! anyway after they left I had lots of packing to do and George wasn't to happy with me having them over 30 min longer, but she got over it because... we love eachother and I gave the scrapbook and gave it to her :) I got done with the packing at around 4 am in the morning, that means that I had 1 hour to sleep haha. Oh well! lol

Kyle gave me a mix CD to me in the morning, he put sonds on there that reminded him of our time together and the song that struck me the most was Good Riddance (time of your life). He had also written on the cover front and back about his love for me and how much he's going to miss me and... and that I am his brother, not by nature, by heart and that means more to me than anything. I love you Kyle and you will always be in my heart.
Georgeanne gave me a sack of stuff in it, a bunch of my favorite candy, a t-shirt, and what ment the most to me, an Irish medalion the symbolizes friendship, loyalty and love. I love it and I will always wear it and it will always remind me of you, and I will always love you, you are the coolest and you will always be in my heart.

Woke up early as shit, 5 am!!! Went to the airport at six! I was super sad at this point and didn't feel like leaving yet even though i really missed my family and was excited the see them. Came there and checked myself and my luggage. Some of my friends had come to say a last goodbye :( Nathaniel, Dana, Sydney, Collin, Katie, Amanda, Jessy, Andy, Spencer and Tanner :( I'm going to miss them SOOO much and i really hope that we all stay in conctact! Lol we joked around and made a pyramid and some stuuf in the middle of the airport haha it was fun :) Then I hugged everyone goodbye :'( But I assured them all that i'll be back soon to see them. Kyle, georgeanne and I went through security and we all walked up to the gate all sad. Then realizing that I only had 5 min before bording...! :( So we just hugged for 5 min and they started to cry... and so did i. We cried so loud that people all around the other gates thought that someone had died or something. But I had to leave and they were calling on me telling me that I have to get on the plain. So I said a last goodbye, turned around still crying and walked towards my flight, then stopped, turned around and said I love you, those were my last words to them. Then sat down the airplain and couldn't stop crying. :(




Me and Kyle
And that's it for now I guess, but I'll be back for sure hopefully in November! Sitting at home in Sweden thinking about America. I have two families now and I always will, I have a heart big enough for both :) And i love them both
Gonna write a post tmrw about my time in Sweden so far so stay tuned ;) <3